I think my life is pretty much ruined. I tried everything. Almost everything. I'm not known for my achievement which I dont have any. I'm not known for my hardwork which didnt acknowledge by anyone. I felt like my life is crumbling everyday. I hardly have any friends that could keep up with me. They're only find me whenever they wanrt something from me. My soul is aching my heart is wrenching. My life is getting more empty without anyone by my side. I ask for God's help but i think it didnt reach me. Maybe because of my sins like a mountain. I wanted to feel belonging, to feel accepted, mot being insulted, slandered, hated, avoided. I am becoming more crazy everyday, I dont feel like a human anymore, i got rejected, and dsumped by guys that i dont feel likev wanting to have any man to love anymore. I am now been denying